It was anybody’s son at the door
in the dripping green slicker
with the unsigned contract for selling my soul
to Holy-wood for a sack of gold
the mere taxes on which would’ve once
lit my greedy eyes with cartoon
dollar signs. The job was a trick I hoped
to turn, having bankrupted myself on the dark,
low-ceilinged box I lived in with plumbing from way
before Roosevelt. And as I looked for a pen
I asked him in, and he asked to snapshot
what he saw as my posh digs with battered camera
from a long lost pre-digital age. Cramming
for his builder’s exam, he was, the terms
cornice and chair rail were enchanted spells
he was proud to master. And this
new messenger job—which kept him weaving
between cabs and buses on this
thundered day, to stand in wet helmet
in my foyer—beat like hell his last
hauling bags of tacos up the graffitied
halls of public housing. Better wage,
better tips, nicer rooms to imagine
he might hammer together once
he got certified. He rode off in a zigzag,
dodging a bus that belched smoke.
You won’t believe his name was Jesus,
and I’d been weeks entreating the iron gray
sky to see specifically Him. O Lord, last seen
on battered mountain bike, green wings extended
behind in wind, come back, make me rich again.