COYOTE
He watches
from the edge of the hillside, where the land
turns into town. Like a dog, but not,
in the first light
and the quiet. If I move again
he’ll turn to nothing.
But he knows too much,
despite my silence, sees me and hears me,
his gaunt head, his thin legs,
his entire body aimed in my direction, but without
seeming to shift, first motionless,
and then motionless again. His ears
take me in, this cool morning,
drought lingering long after the season
should have turned. What else should I be
doing now? I have a day
ahead of me, and I am nearly late. The roofers
are starting their own efforts,
from far off the scent of tar and the wheezy rumble
of melting roof-stuff. A human voice
reaches this far, and a responding laugh.
On the hill the dry rye and oat weeds are
all around, but when the coyote passes
through them he leaves
no parting. In no haste,
he is there, and then there, and when he is gone
completely he surely must be
invisible, watching from a shadow where
there is only blank sun.
Why do I feel
such quiet joy? I approach
his place and stand on the ridge,
no sign of him,
except a lapse in the dry grasses where during
the night he must have rested, he
rolled and slept,
here where the weeds are already
shifting, their lifeless stems
just now closing to
haphazard perfection.
EGRET
This is where the day
meets night, in this
dark eye, this single-point
decimal, and in
this wet talon, lifted and
once again secreted from light,
in this reflection
stretching up to touch
the knife he has grown out of his
body. When this mathematician
looks at you he takes you up
in his reckoning as
no loving creature ever could,
seeing how little you have to offer, and seeing
how easy you would be to subtract.
He knows enough of how this all began,
how the muddy gravel at the bottom
of the watercourse tastes
of the first zero,
and he knows his}
stalking vigil,
alive to the fingerlings
in the opaque and brackish
boundary between what lives
and what will never
take breath. His beak
comes up empty.
It slices down again—
empty once more.
Time and calendars,
doubt and investigation,
dissolve. He knows
what stirs the fugitive
to flee, to dart from murk|
to scissoring, swallowed
conclusion—and from time
to time escape,
splashing free. So that it starts anew,
yet again, the account
continuing, every instant an end.